oh.. monday..

it's the beginning of yet another week.. i had a pretty strange weekend with people coming back from the past (ciao alex.. your solidarity with sc got me thinking and speaking of which you know about sc.. so now who's f.?) .. not really the far past.. but like 3 months ago.. this guy i met in a bar sent me a text on friday night.. i've been kind of avoiding him for the last few months because of southern comfort.. and you know.. you shouldn't do that to someone.. or so i've heard.. so that guy asked me to go out and party on friday night with him.. i said no.. thinking that i wouldn't want sc to take a girl up on that offer.. and you know.. they say what goes around comes around.. and i thought.. that i'd be seeing sc the following night.. saturday night.. and in the almost 3 months we've dated.. we have yet to hang out on a saturday night.. or a friday night for that matter (except my birthday).. kind of makes you wonder, doesn't it?? Ok.. it's true that 6 of the 9 weekends one of us wasn't in LA.. so fine.. there's that to consider as well.. but this past weekend.. we were both in town.. and we didn't hang out.. so what does that tell me?

1. it doesn't mean anything.. it just hasn't worked out to meet up on those days.. (guy-speak)
2. he has a better time hanging out with his boys (totally possible)
3. he's dating other girls (highly unlikely)
4. he thinks that i don't care if i see him on the weekends or not..

Number 4 is what's got me thinking.. i know that i SHOULD see him on weekends.. that's how it's done when you're dating someone.. that's when you have more free time.. that's when you can sleep late.. and wake up even later.. it all makes sense.. so with that being said.. why do i not even really care as much as my friends do or would?? I mean.. yeah.. it would be fun to do something with him on the weekends.. but i am not DYING to spend that time with him.. which takes me back to the bar guy.. he asked me out for next saturday night.. would it be wrong if i went? I don't think so.. i think that sc and i are whatever we are.. between sunday - wednesday.. thursdays i have my salsa class.. and my weekends are not spent with him anyway.. so this next saturday night.. i'm going out with the bar guy.. and i have no doubt that it's going to be fun fun fun.. and i don't feel bad about it.. should i? Would you?

thinking.. nounou..

oh.. one more thing before i go.. a SUPER special shout-out to my girlies deemers and soosoo.. Happy Happy Birthday to both of you.. i know neither one reads my blog.. but whatever, they're special girls in VERY different ways.. and deemers.. i'm SUPER proud of you and your upcoming graduation!!!!!!!! :)