"trainwreck"

so i've been found out.. sc reads my blog.. initially he didn't want to.. he tried not to.. but it's like a major accident that you just can't look away from.. that's how my blog is.. you see.. i told y'all it was THAT good!! ahahahahaha.. anyway.. what do i think of that?? well.. i haven't gone back to re-read everything i've said.. but there are some things that i've said that i might cringe just a bit for saying, but it was the 100% unbiased truth at the time (at least how i saw it)..

anyway.. what does it all mean? it means that he knows me better than i thought he did.. it also means that he knows that even though i'm pretty calm and collected like 95% of the time.. i still have doubts and sometimes think like a total girl (yes, it's true).. and most importantly.. it means that we are both mature enough.. well, i use "mature" loosely to have a conversation that's super awkward and make it through feeling much better about where we stand.. it works for us.. for now.. so it's all good.. :)

on semi-solid ground,
nounou :)

you all know i'm going to go back and read everything i've ever said about sc, right??? ahahahahah.. oh.. wow..